emmytherandom

I havent been on here in a long timeeeeeeeeeeee. Im gonna be back on for needle felting. yay felting.

The school counselor because real therapy became too expensive, But anyways, We're figuring out the trigger to my anxiety changes. It's gone from when i was little, the constant panic attacks over little things, to  about 6th-8th grade where there were rare bad panic attacks, but that had gone from maturing. But this year, I have constant stress, constant anxiety, I rarely get a break. There aren't super chronic panic attacks barely at all any more, but there is a constant overbearing stress/ anxiety. It's a terrible thing. And honestly sometimes my thoughts scare me, but i'm not going into that. I really need to figure out that trigger. It

Im sorry. BUT UGH. Last night was absolutely amazing and i would rant about that but people get annoyed SO OWEN. Owenowenowen. He's practically a fucking brother to me. He hates to see me cry, yet he's the one causing it now.... So here's the backstory. All my friends approve of anthony EXCEPT for Owen. When i bring anthony up around owen, he does one of these things. 1) Calmly gives me the death stare and stays quiet. 2)Flips a bitch on me and his girlfriend about how he hates him and he deserves to be shot. 3) Yells at me about how Anthony is cheating on me. (Even though he isn't.) 4)Yells and rants about how i deserve better and